原来…我是这么不坚强的……

今天又哭了…
还要是在学校和巴士上…==
很丢脸啊！><
　
都有一阵子没哭了…
还以为自己真的有那么坚强…
唉~
　
我只是要求一点点而已…
就这么一点…
可能我太幼稚了吧…
或者我还是像以前一样…那么不懂事？
我都搞不清楚…
　
有时…真的很需要你…
可是你好像没有察觉到…
我三番四次都找借口经过你班上…
很想进去找你…
可是我已经没有这个勇气了…
　
真没用…
是我自己一而再的失去机会…
为什么要一直期待…而自己却不主动去争取？
　
整天都在发白日梦…
梦着会有那么的一天…从前那美好的甜蜜日子……
　
醒啊…！唉~

I need u...

Actually...I'am tired.....

I love u...i really dun wan to lose u...

bt...u dunno to appreciate...

find a ppl u love vy easy...bt wan find a ppl who love u much is vy hard...u noe?

u say u no tat feel dy...bt u no think for me b4?..jz a word no feel den can dy?

I now jz in exam week...end of year exam...when u stress when u unhapi u ned someone to accompany u caring u...

I jz a girl oni...I oso ned ur caring...y u cant do sth for me?..

u jz will noe to excape from d problem...can u get hard to settle tis problem?..can u try for ur happiness?

Pls...dun so easy to giv up for anything...

Actually...I gt think to giv up...bt y I no do lik tat?

jz bcoz I dun wan so easy to lose a guy who was love me so much.....

不见了...

我...弄丢了一样东西了...

这东西对我非常重要...

是我的依靠...

我的陪伴...

失去他...我真的很伤心...

有他在的这六个月...

我很有安全感...

我有了依靠...

我有了信心...

我有了诉苦的对象...

真的好不舍得他哦...

可是我应该要学会放手了...

我要学会适应没有他的日子...

现在想回...我也有整十个月没有这单身的感觉了...

其实单身可能也不错吧...

虽然有时会觉得孤单...

早上睡醒已经不会再有他的‘早安’了.....

但我要快乐，快乐地过没有他的日子！

加油Baka!

净妙青年学佛营~^^

Juz bak from camp...^^so tired...bt really learned many things...^^tis time we hav different way learning...nt jz sit n hear lecture...is learn together by group n sharing experiance...i vy lik tis ways...so wont so boring n can absorb more...^^tis year we oso hav different presentation...our group presentation vy good o...^^wakaka~tis 2 days really happy to play wif my frens...^^ so long time did't meet them...><

Yu Hua Gang~

(haha~got three are ex-student...vy big different age...XD)

my ji mui~^^

all my good frens~^^

my group~^^

11.6.2010...+.+

Today practice my drama at school...

I was late...sleep late...=.=

something was happen on yesterday night...so i very late sleep...

my director wan us reach skul on 10.30am...but i 10.50 only wake up...=.=my director called me wake up one...so paiseh arh..!><

Today i was no transport...ned take bus...==so hot!!!luckly diden wait d bus vy long...wakaka~

I was late one and a half hour to reached skul...0.0 so sorry to my director n friends...><

Today we all back earlier...coz director sick (take care o...^^)...dunno y...today feel our planet really sick...air polution is so serious...i so hard to breath...at outside awhile oni...headeche...dizziness...feel so tired...@.@

Sumtimes really very love my home...kaka~soooo relax...^^muackz~

love my sofa...my bed...wakakak~^^

dun wan go out ler...><